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[May. 23rd, 2009|03:09 pm] |
Have so much to say to fill up this outdated journal of mine. But i just cant find the right time or right words to write down what i want to say!
and there's a whole list of things, i want to change about myself. Work is still fine.(will talk more later)
Graduation this coming thursday, dont know if i am looking forward or NOT looking forward?! just a tinge of emptiness and nostagia, didnt manage to cherish until something is lost.
as usual, i really need to start planning,saving, thinking hard what i really want to achieve in life. It is so meaningless in life when u have no goals, just exactly like me, seeing ur peers working hard to attain their goals, just makes me feel like a loser in a rat race.
we shall see how as there's alot of things i cant rush to, I dont want regret in my life's dictionary.
whatever that case is, hope everyone around me will be fine happy and safe. most importantly, dad and mum, u meant a whole world to me. I want to hold on tight with u till old, cos you make me prefect.(ps: apply to yuxuan too)
should really start making resolutions and reading more books, to be exact, newsapaper not counted because i read it everyday. haha. let's see any interesting books or self help books available! |
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[May. 23rd, 2009|03:05 pm] |
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I AM FUCKING UNHEALTHY SHIT
damn i am so worried!
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[Apr. 3rd, 2009|03:35 pm] |
I used to think that if a guy dont give a shit damn about you, he is obviously dont give a shit damn for you
and of course, based on my character, I wont even bother to try my best/talk/etc with him anymore when i know he dont give a shit damn, and i will defintely find another guy that treat me better.
how wrong am i?
calm,cool and focus! ------------> i wish i could achieve that! really!! pls. I want to become a better person in life!
prayhard pray hard. God. pls fulfuil my wish! God is forever,God is good that's my only chance and hope! |
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